Ok, so this is my first entry but I just started really trying to turn my life around and I want to document it. Who knows, maybe someone else will benefit from it. Life has been really tough for a bunch of years now and I think I've just reached my limit on how crappy I want to feel. In a nutshell, I am in a marriage I don't want to be in (long story), in another relationship that just isn't working out either (don't judge), having trouble with my kids and most everyone around me and just generally miserable. I know that I have created all of my problems myself so I guess its only fitting that I fix all my problems myself. Easier said than done but I'm not getting any younger so I guess it's now or never.

I am fortunate enough to have friend I work with who has been trying to change my outlook and try something that worked for him. It is a book called The Secret by Rhonda Byrnes, I am sure some of you have heard of it. I started reading it the other day and some of it does make sense. I am not completely convinced that it will work for me like it has for others supposedly but I am hopeful that I can at least get a little success from it, can't hurt. The guy I work with swears that it has changed his life, he's not rich but he's happy and that is all I want too.

Like I said, I have just started reading and have not fully tried all the suggestions so the jury is still out but I guess we shall see. Who knows, maybe a year from now I'll look back at this blog and laugh to see how unsure I was. Maybe I'll have achieved what I wanted to, that would be nice!

Anyway, I guess thats it for now.