IT’S GONE
When you’re down and in despair
The chance to be happy is so rare
Suicide comes to mind
Don’t bother your friends your be a bind
You try to fight it on your own
Things get worse being all alone
Out of proportion things do get
You’re going to do it your mind is set
Through the mist you have a vision
Talk to the family they will listen
Too upset to use the phone
Write an email to set the tone
Talk to your doc is the reply you see
Got shopping to do, too busy for me
Ring me again when you’re feeling better
Don’t want to know, not even a letter
Had no contact since that day
Family love just blown away
The hurt that caused is beyond believe
All this adding to your grief
Alone again the despair is worse
To the family you’re just a curse
The love you thought would be there
Turned their backs without a care
Now the pain has grown and grown
I can’t carry on being alone
I’ve tried and tried but it’s gone to deep
Now I just want to sleep
From this sleep I will not wake
The only way, better than a lake
Not to hurt the one’s I love but damn
I’m no good to you the way I am
[all hope now just about gone]
