As a musician, i use my music as an outlet. I wrote this recently…
How did I fall again
Will this nightmare ever end
A song so lonely on this page.
And should I never rise
Kiss these cold tears goodbye
When its lonely on the stage
I let them speak for me
No words I know come from me
That’s what I’m seeing now
I let them paint the walls
Up and down these halls
i don’t feel to far away right now.
Just speak for me
say my words silently right now.
Why do I crawl again
My pleading’s wearing thin
A bit of nothing comes from everything.
I sawmy demon rise
Blew a kiss to my demise
And it said, the party’s over.
I let them speak for me
No words I know come from me
And they are what I’m hearing now.
I’m left to catch what falls
Of these fire stained walls
Don’t feel to far away right now
I let them speak for me
They whisper silently right now..
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