Well, things are about the same still. I received no word back from the Choir Director when I emailed him last week. *shakes cane in his general direction*

This weekend I spent at home by myself. I played an old favorite video game ALL day Saturday (Well, slept till noon and played till nearly midnight). Experimented with different things I can make with rice (lots of failures in that respect) and up.. yeah that was Saturday.

Sunday, my video game barely held me for two hours. I was getting a little tired of the repetitiveness, despite the fact that I was getting somewhere (too may battles in RPG = headache). So I let it sit untill I looked up some things about hte game that I had forgotten. (that reminds me, I need to look that stuff up….) With nothing else prominent in my mind I tried rice experiments again (mostly the same as Saturday) and tried calling home to ask some questions about recipies and the upcoming wedding of my cousin (no answer). I did all my laundry, and the dishes (a decent feat considering I loathe chores in general) but I still didn’t feel much better. To best describe it, I felt somewhat ‘sour’. Lonely was part of it, and the other part is that I couldn’t find something to enjoy. I tried to crochet a scarf, but I ended up messing up my count after a while and it kept getting wider.  I tried a shower followed by a bath, but that didn’t last long as I felt stuffy in there for some reason.  So I read a book.

I didn’t get far before my BF called. And we started talking about a bunch of big debatable topics, and started to make me wonder if we’re all that compatible. I had a hard time getting him to understand certain points of view outside his religious lens. Not that he had to agree to anything of it, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist. I have no religious lens changing how I view things, so, lens-free, I can peer into other people’s lenses with much more ease. (My apologies if the ‘lens’ metaphor is a little much, it just fits).

I’m back at work this week (like very week) and I just don’t feel like I"ve had a real weekend, you know?