they say this person has something wrong so just throw them away
they never stop to say
and listen for
is there any thing I can do
What can I do besides just walk away
am I benefical to this persons Life if I stay
there souls do not deserve to be slayed
they deserve to live and rejoice in another day
being alone
all you thought would be there is gone
who will be with you to help sing this song
crying all day long
what did I do wrong
Im sick I dont deserve to be cast away
I see that Im sick
I didnt know until now that Im sick
is that the reason my family said your no use
the world said get away
is that the reason for all this misery
what do I have in this
what is left
around the corner its as if i can see death
I think about how I went down
needing love
went down did ever drug to heal the pain
even the drug of Love
almost did every drug
steps away from doing meth
marijuana cocaine cigarettes alcohol
love
just addiction
whats missing?
and what i said id never do as the hole never filled
crack
all alone
carrying a stone
what did I do wrong
my mother was a crack addict before I was born so
Why do I have to pay for her Karma
they hate me when i say I cant love my mom
they say well whatever you feel shes your mom so love her any way
it doesnt matter if you and her never spent a day together
or you never under the same roof got to share the same weather
the pain and confusion is deep
how do i get ironed out
so deep the anger for it self shouts
I go through many mazes
Life hitting me with fire
manuevering through narrow spaces
somehow I made it
made it through all that
so much its hard to look back
pain so intense it didnt make sense
strained me and made me dense
even though I felt this way
there was a bigger view of what I was going through
what they do
push you to the side
in that somehow you get caught and you gain help to realize
That you are beautiful and special in nonhuman eyes
……. Blessings to all in your healing journey