Hey, so i decided i was going to write a blog daily, just to let people know what i’m going through. So I have had depression for 2 years, the main causes were my brother leaving for the military and one of my best friends died the month before he left. It was really hard on me but my family seemed to get over her death super quick, so I put a smile on my face and pretened like everything was fine. And everyone believed me to , except for my other best friend she noticed imediatly that something was wrong . When she finally asked me if I was ok I told her “I’m trying my best to be ok, but it’s hard.” She gave me a hug and told me it would be ok, and that she had been hurting as well. She also let’s me know on a daily bases that one day we can leave. We can leave all the pain and everything and everyone who hurt us far behind. Last night after I joined I talked with griffeeginger1 and it helped so much. It was like somone had lifted a giant weight off my shoulders. Today is gonna be better than yesterday I just know it.
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Juice Fast – Day 6
lisaemc2, , Depression, 0
It's the 6th day of my fast and I am no longer longing for food. Tomorrow will be my...
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What happend today
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ok today i woke up and i was not in a good mood because i dint get enough sleep...
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Just trying to make it to next week.
xillah, , Depression, Anger, Career, Stress, 0
Today's mantra seems to be "I'm just trying to make it to next week." I've been feeling angry (frustrated,...
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Kittens!
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We have kittens in the house now! My boyfriend's mom bought his two siblings kittens. They're less then 6...
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Decisions
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I just got off of the phone with my parents. We spoke for over an hour. I ended up...
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Why don’t you get it?
pinkobsession, , Depression, Child, Divorce, Infidelity, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 2
I tell you I don’t love you. You continue to bother me. I know we have two kids but...
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Me and My Kids
Solo_Hans, , Depression, Child, Stress, 0
My daugher is 29. When she came into my life, I was 21 and she was 3. She was...
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Freakout
Beccamay, , Depression, Career, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 0
Having a freakout. Lying in bed, can't sleep, crying and I don't know why. Really unnerved, looking around my room...