I’m so fucking tired of going through this. I’m always a better friend to others than they are to me. People only contact me when it’s convenient for them, when they have nothing better to do. I’m always the one reaching out to others and taking the initiative. I’m always asking others to hang out when they never do. A so-called friend has only asked me to hang out with her twice in the 7 years I’ve known her and one of the time was when I had suicidal ideation. We agree to meet and she always cancels with bullshit excuses at the last minute. NO MORE! I’m no longer reaching out to passive aggressive assholes who say they care and do absolutely nothing to prove it. People are so callous and apathetic it’s sickening. I should’ve cut fake people out of my life a long time ago. Better late than never.