If it weren’t for my parents I would’ve killed myself by now. I’m stuck. Besides my parents I hate everyone in my life. I hate this fucking place so goddamn much. There’s nothing in my life to look forward to. Everything is so meaningless. There’s no person in my life to look forward to seeing. Therapy doesn’t work. Medication doesn’t work. Hospitalization doesn’t work. A selfish ass brother and piece of shit former friends, and selfish fucking relatives. I really don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t feel like I belong here. Suicide is my only way out. NOTHING FUCKING WORKS!!!!!