I…just need to get some thoughts down.

It's funny how people can impact you. Strange how some people can stay in your mind for hours, for days, and some you can forget in a matter of minutes. Sometimes you can look at a person, just simply look at them, and a whole novel of thoughts just explode in your mind. It's bewildering and intriguing and personal and broing all at the same time. Right now a river full of people is flowing through my mind and this is for them.
You are everything I want, need, desire, and dream of. You are the epitome of love. The definition of happiness. I will never be happy without you in my life. I am not obsessive, nor am I slightly pyschotic, I am being totally serious. You are my best friend. You are one of the only people in the world that I completely trust with everything, even my life. Talking to you makes me smile. Hearing your voice pushes me to tears. It kills me, you being so far from where I am. You tell me you love me everytime we talk. I love you too, but we love each other in different ways. You see me as your sister, and I see you as the reason the sun rises, the reason the stars shine, the reason the waves crash against the shore, and the reason my heart beats. I have a love within my heart for you that will never die. And I wish you knew.
We don't see each other everyday, and we really aren't even that close. But just looking at you sometimes, I have to smile. You act like a complete imbecile one moment, and then the next you say something serious and honest that takes me completely by surprise. You're young and stupid and tough, but you believe in love. And miracles. And hope. You won't admit it, but I can tell. And I secretly hope that life makes you happy. That you find what you're looking for out there, because you deserve it.
You're my best friend. I look at your pictures sometimes, because we don't see each other a lot, and I cry. I miss you. I miss who we used to be. Adolescence has left its bruises, but I know we can always fight and heal together. You have a piece of who I am inside of you. We shared days of innocence and we traded parts of our souls. I mean this in a totally spiritual way, not homo or loving at all. I do love you, but like my sister. I see you sometimes and it just breaks my heart. I could never bear to lose you. You smile, I smile, and a million memories crash down over me.

I could write this forever, go on and on woth it. But I;m tired. These are the people who impacted me today (well, the first one impacts my life everyday). I hope you enjoyed reading it, as I'm sure I will be posting more like this.

Hope you are all well.

Blessed Be.
XOXO