Many lonely nights

 
Have I spent

Love, Riches, and fame

Go like the wind

Now im gone with the wind

My happiness captured

And trapped

In frames of  time

As the hour glass releases

Grains of sands

As it pleases

1000 years have I spent

In solitary confinement

And it hurts

Tears flow freely from my eyes

Bright ruby red drops

Drip down my chin

Cause it hurts

I sit alone

I stand alone

I came  alone

It is him who has the heart of gold

It is I that posses that heart

Look and feel strong when I face the world

When im alone

Throw myself on the floor

And I feel weak, helpless, and hopeless

Who can I run to?

In my dreams

Vivid pictures of old and new friends

Killing me

Took  a stab then heard a shot

Straight to my heart

Then it stopped

All I heard was silence

And a madmans scream awoke

Everyone

Murderous fantasies

Mixed with suicidal tendencies

I wish hurt no one

In the outcome no one hurt but me

Causes rage

And despair

Eyes inflamed

soul filled with guilt

Mind full of doubt

In this life

dark agony

Mixed with miserable pain

How can I sustain?

from The impact to the brain?

How will I ever get by?

Who can I trust that won’t step on me?

Why can’t I be like everyone else?

And not care about anything

If you wish

I’ll flash a smile

But I guess my feelings were senile

To my smile

And just let it go fractured

Unconnected to the circumstance

Disconnected from my memory

I forgot how it feels

While I temporarily

Look happy

If its coming from my heart

Its pure passion

Causing love or pure havoc

Its tragic to see love die

Especially when there wasn’t

Any reason or necessity

I wish to die at the sight

When I see love die

Because it hurts

Try to keep my mind off the hurt

As I keep flirting with my mistress

Her name is death

Not scared to meet her one day

Until then im alive and kicking