I always get more depressed in the summer. Whereas most people’s mood improves when the weather gets better and the days get longer mine’s usually gets worse. Maybe it’s because I spend most of my time at home whereas most people go outside. I don’t feel like a have much purpose in life. My life doesn’t feel like it has any meaning. I’m a loner. That’s not always a bad thing, but sometimes it can be too much. I don’t reach out much to people anymore because I often feel like a burden to them. I’ve been trying to find ways to be more active. Therapy helps and hopefully everything improves.