I can’t make myself productive. I keep trying. Everyday lately, the futility of my efforts has made me want...
Trying to keep my head above water. This thing just ate a blog. Ace told me to write them...
I haven’t blogged in a long time. But i was talking to a friend yesterday and decided to...
Failing at this whole dying thing…
thebadkitty, , Depression, Anxiety, Bipolar, Depression, Grief, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, 0Charlie is playing guitar. I annoy myself – I am annoyed with myself for having failed to off myself...
This blog got mussed somehow, and had to be corrected – it was originally posted in the wee morning...
“Holding back the fool, again”
thebadkitty, , Depression, Addiction, Bipolar, Depression, Suicide, 1I feel so nuts, sometimes. I just want to jump out of my skin. I don’t know what’s going...
Today…
thebadkitty, , Depression, Anger, Bipolar, Depression, Questions, Suicide, 1Obviously, I haven’t offed myself, yet… I’m beginning to feel like the Bipolar who cried "WOLF," or "suicide," or...
Whining about Charlie
thebadkitty, , Depression, Addiction, Bipolar, Career, Depression, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 0Have to get moving… so depressed… I feel like my close friends are drifting away from me. I know...
My fiance’ has been having trouble adjusting to his medication. I find myself back in his shoes when I...