My parents came by for a visit for 10 minutes today they'd brought my niece over to cosign for an apartment here for her.  They both looked good thank goodness….I'm still having trouble with my knee and ankle, if it was one or the other I could handle that but it's both and on the same leg.  My ankle is so swollen it looks like I have eggs stuck under the skin all around my ankle and my knee geez when I have to put weight on it I don't know which hurts the worse.  I had to go to the neurologist today and things were good and signed me off for another 6 months.  But when I got there there were no handicap parking places which was no surprise and I had to park really far away and try with this cane to get into the building but get this I'm almost to the door of the hospital and a lady drives up in a little golf car type thingy and asks if she can drive me to where I'm going….I said you're too late I'm already at the door now….did it not look like I'd already made it to the door?  Then when I was done she was no where to be found so I had to walk back and by the time I get  home I can hardly walk at all.  I came in and wanted nothing except to go to bed but I couldn't….dana watched the boys while I was gone and soon as I got here she went back to bed!!  She said she has bad cramps and I know she does but my God am I invisible, does she not know from my crying I'm in pain?  Wish I could only think about myself….watching the boys was hard landon pretty much entertains himself so I don't have to get up for him much but the baby, wow picking him up and trying to walk with him and getting up and down with him I almost gave in and told my daughter to come get him but she can't leave work so tonight I'm going to bed early so it can rest a long time.

Thanks for listening to my ranting….rambling,….