It’s been a long time since I have had to be with an extremely negative and controlling person.  I did that today, my ex. We went to get a sofa with daughter for her new place. It was a nightmare. I tried to have a conversation with him. Everything was negative and “poor me”.

By the end of the end my daughter said this was the worse day and I was in quiet tears in the front seat behind sun glasses. How did I ever survive 27 years of this?

My daughter needs help moving more stuff today but i am in bed, incredibly down and sad and have no wanting to he around her either.

I love her and she is wonderful but this was even embarrassing in front of the woman selling us the couch . She witnessed how my ex treated aus and acted.  Awful.