My life doesn’t seem to be going anywhere no matter how hard I try. Nothing works, at least not long term. I don’t have a connection to anyone, I don’t have a career, there’s nothing in my life to look forward to. Each day feels just as pointless as the last. I live with my brother who I don’t like. I feel stuck. I can’t move forward despite all my attempts to. I know I’m going to be depressed for the rest of my life. My parents are the only reason I haven’t killed myself. I alway feel completely alone. I hate this. At this point I’m just waiting to die.
Waiting To Die
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TOO MANY EMOTIONS
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Blessings — 6-3-07 and 6-10-07
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Bad day…
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Dissapointed
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Psychology
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The Neurotic's Notebook
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It’s quite weird how the same thing is happening to me. Only difference is, my parents are dead, I’m living with my brother and sister-in-law who I don’t like, and my friends are the only ones keeping me alive. I was going to have my favorite teacher 2nd semester, but my brother switched me out. That teacher helps me a lot with life; even though he doesn’t know it. My brother and his wife have done soooo much to ruin my life, all the chances I’ve had, they’ve ruined it.