So it has been a while since I last blogged. I defintely hope that other people have read this and have used it for something good. I like to blog because currently right now I feel like really no one (family, friends, case manager at my medical facility) really truly understands what I am going through nor the feelings that I have.
So..my boyfriend and I have reach our six month anniversary overall and have been together two months since my diagnosis of HIV. He has still been here faithfully; however, I am concerned and wondering if anyone has any wise advise to help.
So we click on a personal level and we get along. We have not had any major fights stemming from anything petty or childish.
Well we have not had intercourse since I found out December 1st and we havent had any intimacy in almost four weeks… not intercourse.
This is is the first time I have felt true love with a person and I am scared that although he may be here every weekend and wanting to be around me that he is getting what he needs elsewhere. I just find it weird that you havent seemed interested in me sexually in weeks. I just do not know what to do.
I truly love this guy and I hope that we have a future together. Man he just got me a ring to kind of say "hey Im not going anywhere." How long should i wait? I really do not want to start talking about something I should be sensitive about you know? Also, any advice on getting my partner off his phone. OMG I feel like I am in a love triangle between us and his Iphone.. ughhh..
I can say tough that it has been clear to me that your true friends will come out. I have learned that people who I thought were my friends were actually only good for a season. The true friends were the one I was actually kind of not staying on top of. It is awesome!.. I now have positive Wednesday with my only positive friend. We meet up once a week and catch up with each other. I love the fact that I have someone the same age as me that is going through the same things that I am…
I am currently in a clinical trial and all is going well. I have an appointment on Thursday so I will def keep you all updated on my numbers. I have days where I feel down and annoyed but overall day by day I am feeling healthier and happier. I am in a great place for the most part (why I havent been on) but trust me you will have some days that you just are like down and rather be by yourself.
Also, any advice on which multivitamans I should take?
Well until next time
Communication is key to any relationship. Talk to him.
hey be strong. no one will live forever and no one knows how he or she will end up. just take ur meds n pray. God will will see us through. if u need someone to talk to, i am right here. take care