Hello there! Thank you all of you that commented on my posts back in August. Well, the crazy took over my whole life and my job, family, friends, outlook on life and everything was suffering in a matter of days/weeks. I quickly got back onto the medicine and then had to add another one until I "evened out". I am slowly realizing that this is a disease and it's not something that can just "go away". My body rejected all the organic/herbal stuff. I was covered in hives for weeks!
I guess a fear is the weight gain.. and what if I someday want children? I'll have to get off the medicine for 9 months and beyond? That scares me as well, as thinking about being pregnant makes me anxious anyway! haha.