Living in 2017 was like reliving the worst hits of the last 7 years. Everything I was ever afraid of I had to face over again. Im still fragile, I can’t handle much as resilient as I have to be. I don’t want anymore plot twist in my life to happen as much as I can’t control everything which is something I have to let go of that. Something else happened I didn’t think could or ever have to. Up until last year I had a huge family, growing up I had a huge family even when we became estranged from certain people I still had a big family. I cut so many people out, limited how much time I spend around some unsupportive people and my circle of people shrunk. I don’t have friends, so my circle is more like an ink dot. Anyways, I’m working today on my next books and have been tight lipped about what it is. So a few weeks ago I announced what my next book is going to be and the plan that I have. It didn’t really dawn on me until now that the people I told were really the only immediate people I had to tell before I make a bigger announcement in the future. It wasn’t that long ago I had a mass of people who were my immediate family that would get the same announcement. I went from 40 to 6 people that’s how far it’s dipped down. Unfortunately the unsupportive people in my family wouldn’t care anyways. I’d get more of a reaction out of them if I was announcing a whoops pregnancy. Which is just disappointing that me writing a book is the disappointment and getting pregnant on accident is more acceptable. Of course writing a book is a lot like childbirth and this is the longest pregnancy ever.
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Intentions
Desert911, , Depression, Teens, Uncategorized, Questions, 1
I feel like I’ve been gaslighted so much I’m starting to believe the lied that people have said about...
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My truth…
kamee, , Uncategorized, Addiction, Anxiety, Career, Child, Depression, Divorce, Domestic Abuse, Relationships, Therapy, 4
Okay, I know this will probably upset some that read it. I wont get into too much detail. It...
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Alone Forever returned blog 2 – useful coping strategies
AloneForever, , Uncategorized, Anxiety, Autism, Depression, PTSD, Sex Therapy, Sexual Abuse, 0
By the way I had hundreds of blogs here but deleted them and regret it, maybe they on Google...
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family shit
MaggieBell, , Uncategorized, 2
i wish i was old enough to get the fuck out of my house i live with 8 people...
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Information on emotional abuse, psychopaths, and malignant narcissism
Lacey7, , Uncategorized, Anger, Anxiety, Child, Domestic Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Parenting, Questions, Relationships, Self Esteem, Therapist, 0
source Luckyottershaven.com “Psychopaths and malignant narcissists are very good at putting on masks to get others to trust them...
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It’s a long hard road out of hell
[email protected], , Uncategorized, 0
I think marilyn Manson has that song I dont even feel like writing I’m tired and I dont know...
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Introduction
BigWin, , Uncategorized, Depression, 0
I don’t know how this works or if it will even help me, some lady from a mental health...
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Okay, so..I throw up.
Canice, , Teens, Uncategorized, Addiction, Eating Disorder, Obesity, 4
It’s only sometimes, I swear. Watching: Haikyuu It’s called bulimia, or so I’ve heard. But, I don’t have that,...
I’m deeply sorry that you’re reliving everything. It is just as difficult the second time around ..