So I’ve been up and down about Wicca. I really would prefer to be a Christian; as I’ve said before, the only reason I’m not a practicing Christian is because I can no longer sense the presence of Jesus like I did in the past. It’s like He’s just not there. But I’m starting to lean more into Christianity while still practicing Wicca. Frankly, I just miss Jesus. I miss His presence, His power, His beauty, His care. Wicca doesn’t hold a candle to Him. I get the impression that Creation Spirituality might be a good path for me. But deep in my heart I know it’s wrong, because it takes the focus off of Jesus and onto Mother Earth. I’m not saying we shouldn’t care for Mother Earth. But Jesus is King, he is the one deserving of our worship. If only I could find Him again.

I’ve heard of Christopagans… I wonder, can I be a Christowiccan? I guess I can… why not? There’s no central governing body of Wiccans to say what I can and cannot do or be. Anyway, it’s something to think about.  I’ve already blogged about my “Style” of Wiccan. That I’m more about the love and light and less about the darkness. In Him there IS NO darkness. He is all Light. He is the Light of the World. Even if He’s not shining for me anymore.