I’m visiting my parents for the holidays and the trip here made me sad because it reminded me of last year when I travelled here to visit someone i went on a couple of dates with. We slept together then he ghosted me. It really hurt and after that happened i joined a dating app and was rejected by someone else who I felt I was settling for honestly. Then after that I found out someone I really liked for 2 years who i was seeing off and on was dating somebody else which was big because he told me that he felt emotionally numb but i guess he wasn’t for her. and the ribbon on top of that… i went on a couple of dates with a guy. we made out one night and ghosted me a couple days later. so if you were keeping up that was 4 rejections in the span of a couple months. I haven’t dated since and am scared to. I think those experiences traumatized me. I don’t like telling people these stories because quality girls don’t get rejected they reject right? Still in the process of healing from all of that even though it was a year ago
oct 10, 2020
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dating and love histories often hurt!! its okay hon. you’ll find THAT ONE GUY – who will never leave your side!!! THAT GUY will love you soooo muchh!!!! — till then live your life to the fullest?! and these things happen – take me for example – my boyfriend didnt talk to me properly for 7 months straight!! but still – i love him and am scared to break this up.
have courage <3 , everything will be fyn *wink* love ya xx
love, R