I am at my wit's end! I don't know what to do anymore I am barely making it through just taking it 1 day at a time!!! My parent's are cutting off paying for counseling at the end of the month & I have been looking for a job but it isn't that easy especially with my added medical issues I can't do just anything . I don't know what I am gonna do without counseling I am gonna lose it their will be no point if I have no support! Since counseling is my Only support right now besides this site . And I can't just go somewhere else because of issues I have with trusting people & it has taken time to get where I am with her!!! Plus I have $200.00 dollars to my name & I am paying for my own prescriptions & gas which isn't cheap for anyone plus I have an old van that uses so so much gas! So pretty much I am about to have absolutely no money at all which isn't gonna work when I need my prescriptions refilled & they refuse to pay them. I have looked into some programs but they will take to long & that is if I even get accepted at all! Looking into medical assistance but that would only pay for mental health programs & I don't believe medicine plus no one will help me with the papers unless I take them to counseling but no sure that is her job or if she is even allowed to help me fill them out. And that doesn't give me gas money to get there . My counselor is pushing for me to join a support group & an intense therapy program which would be 3-4 days a week which I still can't afford gas even if they pay for the therapy! Even though I need it so badly right now. I am not sleeping,eating on a schedule or anything else in a routine really except being up all night long which just makes things worse!!!! I don't know what I am gonna do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't take this pressure anymore it is way way way to much for any 1 person to handle. Is there some kind of emergency program I could join that would take into account my situation & give me benefits & cash immediately??? I was gonna call my Dr but can't even do that since it costs money to see him,gas, & I can't afford another prescription at the moment even though I really really need something! I am headed for a nervous breakdown in the next few days if something doesn't change and fast!!!!!!!!!!! I don't see how my parenst can't see what they are putting me through I am like the walking dead,zoned out constantly,can barely hold a conversation with someone, and am doing things without remembering doing them at all… which is freaking me out!!!! I am losing it faster than I ever thought possible . HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  1. miranda09 9 years ago

    I came across your blog and couldnt help but notice we have alot in common. I contacted DHS and got approved for medicaid all i had to do is get a letter from my doctor stating all of my medical problems. There are times i will pay as little as $3.00 for prescriptions. Im currently not on anything because of the same problems you had with doing things you couldnt remember, it scared the crap outta me I have a 3 yr old and 4 month old and could not have that. Some people need the meds and some do not and from my personal experiance meds only made me feel worse. I worked at a job for 4 yrs and couldnt take it anymore so i started my own janitorial service thinking being my own boss would be better and its great till i have to talk with customers thats when i get nervous. Anyways enough about myself If you ever want to chat im here to listen and try to help out with giving you ideas on how to overcome anxiety iv been fighting it for 12 yrs now, your not alone.

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