I said fuck it, i went to the hospital despite her concerns of her mother not liking me. As it turns out, her mother loves me and is so happy to see me and her together.

Also, acute appendicitis and an emergency appendectomy at 2:30am. I was shitting bricks and generally freaking out. Now I have to be at work for 2 hours while she sits there with her father who hardly speaks english. I don\'t trust this hospital… they ordered perks for her and I had to tell two people four times that they would make her puke her brains out and she needed vicodin (a milder, less narcotic-y drug i might add) before they actually changed the order.

Her father hardly speaks english, her mother doesn\'t represent her medical interest because she is afraid to make decisions… my mother is a doctor and i generally know a lot about a lot… I called the appendicitis, the time of diagnosis, and the time of surgery hours before she even got the cat scan… she is out of it and needs someone to go to bat for her to make sure she gets what she needs. The staff is very attentive but not necissarily thoughtful or aware of a paitents specific needs… they think \'every appendectomy paitent gets perks… period\' without thought to our demands for vicodin because perks would make her blow her fucking guts out of her wound.

Im over-tired, pissed the fuck off because I had to come into work, and worried as hell about my damn girlfriend who I would die for. I need to be by her side, I belong by her side, she needs someone to take care of her and go to bat for her… im the only one with the knowledge, trust, and balls to do it.

This sucks, i miss her so damn much. I even cried during her surgery last nigth because I was so scared.