omg…i'm not sure whats going on here but it's starting  to sound just like it did in high school..and you know..i didn't like high school…how many newcomers have left this site?? does anyone know??..anyone care??..i'm sorry but you know this place is called addiction tribe…not drama tribe..cause if thats what it was called i sure wouldn't be here..i live in a small town where everyone knows when you go to the bathroom..lol…things have been said here that have left an open wound in the tribe…a wound that if not healed will kill the tribe..then what happens to the newcomer???…

some of you have gotten your feelings hurt..i'm here to tell you i'm sorry for that..weither i did it or not..i'm sorry..i'm not trying to be a martyr,,,please i'm not that nice..but if it helps to heal the wound then i'll say it..and yes i mean it..i never say anything i don't mean, i don't like to waste my time…now with that said…and yes this is gonna be long..lol…cause i love this site but this CRAP HAS GOT TO COME TO AN END….i am far to old to up with the bs that is going on….i want to be here for the newcomers,,i want to be here for my friends that are having a hard time making it one day at a time,..i want to be here for you…and no i'm not just saying that so that i can feel good about myself..ok…one more thing then i'll leave you all alone…

our book is meant to be suggestive only.we realize we know only a little. god will constantly disclose more to you and to us. ask him in your morning meditation what you can do each day for the man who is still sick, the answers will come, if your own house is in order.but obviously you cannot transmit something you haven't got. see to it that your relationship with him is right, and great events will come to pass for you and countless others.this is the great fact for us..abandon yourself to god as you understand god.admit your faults to him and to your fellows. clear away the wreckage of your past. give freely of what you find and join us..we shall be with you in the fellowship of the spirit,and you will surely meet some of us as you trudge the road of happy destiny, may god bless you and keep —until then..i love you all..be kind to each other and we'll make it another day..sober clean,,,and sane…ocw

ps…the last part comes from the big book..pg164

pss..and hellbent…some of my spelling is wrong and i didn't put the right mark where it belongs..but i sucked at english…..lol..hahaha…