Ugh life, you know?!? One day I’m sad and then 2 months later I’m numb. Those days when you feel numb, are the worst. Anyways currently I feel suicidal and I have it all planned out for 12 days laters so unless someone can help me feel something other than this. I just don’t feel anything and I’m sort of in this haze. I wasn’t planning to get this far in life but life sorta popped up outta nowhere. I’m planning to slowly say goodbye. I’m gonna be honest I’ll try out all solutions before doing anything. Goodnight y’all