i know this is dumb, and will most likely result in empty answers. empty hope and promises in the comments. but i need something. i’ve come to the end of myself. i recently found out, after years of hospitals and therapy and meds to treat major depression and anxiety, that i have borderline personality disorder. love incurable disorders lolzies. i can’t enjoy things anymore. i’m never happy. things that i enjoy, i no longer can. crisis led me here. but i don’t know what else to do. everyone will leave. will i always be like this.
lol…will i be able to enjoy things again?
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hey,
i know i cant give you anything but empty words atm
but let’s take reality into consideration there’s no way turn things back to as they were… so our only hope is to survive as we are, what’s you think i’d say eh? i wont give you empty lies such as ‘time will make it better’ it never does. the only one you have is yourself and your other personalities that are conflicting
tbh i would like if you’d calm down and take everything, every aspect of your life, notice the things that triggered you..
i’m no one to say this but you gotta stay strong and be YOU , find new things you enjoy to do dont try go back to when everything was fine
that’s all i could say atm, i’m here if ya ever need a ear to tell something