I have to go back to school tomorrow for the first day after winter break and I’m so overwhelmed. I have a late essay in English which is my first class tomorrow so I know my teacher is immediately going to be asking me why it’s not done which really stresses me out cause I already am stressed about it but when people bring up missing assignments I just feel like I’m letting everyone down.

Then I have a class that might have a speaking assignment but I’m not sure because I don’t remember the date that it was gonna be but if it’s tomorrow I’m gonna fail.

Then I have to email the school play director about play rehearsals that I’m gonna miss which sucks cause I feel like I’m inconveniencing everyone even though I’m not a lead or anything.

And then I have band class which I’m missing a big assignment for and also since I wasn’t at school the last couple of days before break, I don’t know if there is new music and if there is I’ll likely be the only one not to know it and everyone else would have had like 2 weeks.

On top of that, I still haven’t finished college applications or financial aid forms so I’m scared after all of this stress I won’t even get to go to college.

Basically, I’m crying in my room because even after winter break I’m just as stressed, if not more than I was before, and just hoping that there could be some sudden overnight snowstorm so I could have a snow day and not have to go back on the day that I have all my most stressful classes.