It sucks that whwn im having a bad day i have no one to talk to. I was trying to have a conversation with a friend of mine go text and she disappeared on me. I realize people have things to do and get busy but it’s fucking rude to just disappear. It’s one of my biggest pet peeves. I know texting isn’t the best way to communicate but for me it’s the easiest because I can do it and tend to my other responabilites as need be. Kind of multitasking. Plus no one can hear me whine and complain. I need to vent sometimes and do that from time to time. I try to respond to people right away and 99.9% of the time I do because that’s what is like from someone…. I guess it’s too much to ask. My friends have been kind of flakey as well so that kind of sucks. I’m here to listen to them but when I need them it seems like they are too busy. I feel so loney at times. Like no one understands me. I feel like I annoy people with my problems *Sigh*
Depeche Mode
“Walking In My Shoes”
The pain I’ve been subjected to
But the Lord himself would blush
The countless feasts laid at my feet
Forbidden fruits for me to eat
But I think your pulse would start to rush
Now I’m not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
You’ll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes
Morality would frown upon
Decency look down upon
The scapegoat fate’s made of me
But I promise now, my judge and jurors
My intentions couldn’t have been purer
My case is easy to see
I’m not looking for a clearer conscience
Peace of mind after what I’ve been through
And before we talk of any repentance
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
You’ll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
Now I’m not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
You’ll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
You’ll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
I know exactly how you feel
wow, I know exactly how you feel!! when that stuff happens it just exacerbates how I’m already feeling and I’m thinking “Seriously?!”. listen, whenever you need to vent, I’m all ears…I know how much better it feels to get it all out!
***Hugs***
You’ve said a mouthful, my friend.
I wish I could even have a friend to trust that wont toss me aside or call me crazy. I hate when people think that term is cute because I take it literally. then I feel like a outcast so I reside the fact of never making another friend. It seems they always end up leaving when they get tired of me.