I felt the urge to write. It’s been a while since I’ve last done this and figured an update was due about life.

I’ve been keeping busy and have ended the friendship with my former housemate. I had the eureka moment where I realised that it was all about her and I needed to focus on myself. Originally She said she’d help me move but in reality she wouldn’t return a text message. I felt a sigh of relief when I finally saw things for how they really were. I started gambling again and it felt good to know that I can still pick winners and make myself money. Talent never dies it just fades away. Now I’ve made myself enough money to buy a flat (or apartment) and feel that life is where it’s meant to be, for the first time.

I still fear being on my own but at present feel safer being on my own than trying to form any relationships with new people. I am EUPD but unlike most my IQ protects me from catastrophic damage. I see that now. What the future holds, I don’t know but for the first time I feel I’m learning stuff. Probably should have learnt this years ago but better late Tehran never.

Over and out