Just had a bad week, OCD is raging and I have no idea why. My school work is piling up and I just found out that I will be in school FOREVER. Well another year and a half which is frustrating. ThenI get home tonight, my brother is having a bomb fire. So I go talk to him and his friends and he is a complete jerk to me. In front of his friends pretty much calling me stupid and that he is so much smarter than me and blah blah blah. Here is the thing, he lives in my parents basement, doesn't have a job, lies about everything, hardly has any schooling and has had troubles with the law. He is only a year younger than me and not trying to brag but I am working towards my bachelors in accounting with a minor in finance, I made the deans list and I am in an honors society. I would never throw that in his face, especially in front of other people. I love my brother so much and it hurts me that he was so mean to me. We are preparing for a 5K and have been working out together and we always get along. I just do not understand how someone could be so mean to me for no reason. I did not say anything to him, I just walked away, shameful to admit but crying. He was drunk too but I do not see that as an excuse tobe a jerk. My nerves are just fried from OCD and taking care of a sick boyfriend. I feel like I let people kick me around because OCD makes me feel so bad about myself. I know this blog is kinda pointless, I just don't have anyone to talk to who understands.