Surprise everyone! I’m a Catholic Christian once again. I’m not going to delete my pagan blogs, they’re a part of my story, but somehow, earlier last week, the Lord called me to Him. I was reading Eckhart and came across a passage that talked about how no one should think they are beyond the saving power of God. That’s where I’ve been for the last 15 years, which is why I turned to Wicca and witchcraft. But it struck a chord in me. God still cares. God still wants me.  God still loves me. And I was feeling less and less fulfilled by my pagan practice, even before I read that passage. I think I’d still like to celebrate some of the Sabbats in their Christian format, like Candlemas for Imbolc, Christmas for Yule, Dia de los Muertos for Samhain, and my birthday is Ostara. I’ve thrown away all my pagan paraphernalia, tossed my wands back out under the trees, chucked all my BoS and magickal journals in the recycling bin, and went to Mass. I went to Sunday Mass yesterday, and daily Mass today. I was pleasantly surprised how many people were there.

Anyway, I must say the Christian life is more fulfilling and peaceful than any other lifestyle. It’s other-focused, instead of self-focused. I have concluded that Jesus is the way. It’s really true. I haven’t gone to Confession yet, and I may not, for I am so ashamed of the things I have done. I don’t want to say them out loud. I’ve taken Communion twice since my reconversion, and I don’t regret it. Things look brighter with the Lord. When I was a witch, I had to carry my own load. As a Christian, I know that I can take up the Lord’s yoke, which is easy and light, and He will carry mine. I don’t have too much more to say about it at the moment, though I’m sure more will come to me as the days go by. I just wanted to update things here. Peace.