My story won’t be finished until I’m dead, so this likely won’t be last one of these I do. This is also my first blog, so I don’t know what I should include. That being said, here it goes:

Last night I had a pep game for band. For those unaccustomed, that just means I would play songs for the football team at home games. Whenever I have any sort of band event, I always get in a depressive mood wherein I feel like no one understands me, no one likes me, and no one wants to be my friend. I would look around and see all of my bandmates talking and having fun. I get jealous oof their ability to be a sentient real life person. How do they do it? How does it come so natural to them? What is wrong with me.