im so tried of feeling alone. not in the sense that no one cares i meannn i knowww that some people probably care about me but i think its too late. no one was there when i was at my lowest and i learned to be by myself in my misery. i have literally. no. friends. ive never learned to make friends because of i guess just me being shy and i dont try anymore. every time i make a new friend or get in a new relationship they always end up leaving because of how crazy i am. i wish i wasn’t different.