Good Morning Family, I hope all is well in your parts of the world today. I attended a wedding last night for a co-worker of mine with my entire work team and boss. There was an open bar and I am the only non-drinker on the team. My husband, who is also in recovery, was with me so I had my support and knew I wasn't going to drink, but it still was a little uncomfortable. I am very social and can still be the life of the party (or at least hold my own) even when there are 'buzzed' people around getting louder with each drink, so I did have a good time and enjoyed getting to know my boss a little better. I just wanted to share that our recovery will be put to the test from time to time and that I succeeded last night in having a good time, dancing sober with my boss (she is a woman by the way), not judging others for their choices and took care of myself all at the same time. My husband and I stayed for 3 1/2 hours and enjoyed ourselves. But when one of my teammates started slurring over the fact that she ordered a double shot vodka and pineapple and was given a triple shot instead, I knew it was time to leave. Vodka was my favorite crank mixer and is a huge trigger for me. There is a point when it is too much to handle, and that was it! My husband and I politely gathered our things and said our good bye's. My boss, who was tipsy, moaned in dissaproval because we were one of the few people out on the dance floor with her and she was looking forward to dancing the night away. But, my recovery comes first, even though I am looking to promote soon. I can go to and enjoy functions where there is alcohol if I have support and I am in tune with my limits. I must alwasy remember that I am not normal, I am not like those who can drink the night away and hold the rest of their lives together. I am that girl who takes a sip of vodka and ends up with a needle in my arm in a seedy motel with nothing and no one left to blame but myself. Alcohol is a drug. I love you guys, have a blessed day !
-
thinking about last night..
delane1, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, OCD, Child, Grief, Questions, 0
i got through another meeting last night, even though there were emotional moments. At first, i felt a lil...
-
Aging gracefully
jjrocksarizona, , Addiction, Questions, Relationships, Religion, 0
Garage Door The boss walked into the office one morning not knowing his zipper was down and his fly...
-
Its too quiet
claramiller, , Addiction, Depression, LGBT, Stress, 1
I feel like the walls are caving in on me. I can’t breath but I also can’t. I wish...
-
Feeling okay?
jjrocksarizona, , Addiction, Career, Child, Questions, Relationships, 0
friends and family, let's start with this question. why are you in Recovery? have you been court ordered? spouse...
-
2Years NewLow
marienda408, , Addiction, Forgiveness, 0
I have no space No room to move around And this box is getting smaller I'm trying to get...
-
The weird connection between two or three people
Littlewing, , Addiction, Anxiety, Marriage & Family, Uncategorized, Addiction, Career, Child, Relationships, Weight Loss, 0
So right now im currently alone, I’m alone when I go to bed, I’m alone when I go to...
-
Alive at what cost
xasthurfan, , Addiction, Depression, 1
I haven’t succeeded in any of my attempts so far. Or so I think, part of me feels dead...
-
The fence…lmao
mrk4na, , Addiction, Sex Therapy, 0
The husband leans over and asks his wife, "Do you remember the first time we had sex together over...