I wish ____ was with me (in my class). I’m in class drinking my chocolate milk, hoping ____ is outside the classroom or next door.

I wouldn’t talk to him. I would probably say the f word and fear the consequence. He probably wouldn’t feel the same way I feel about him. I don’t know him. I used to rarely talk to him about myself. I kinda enjoyed it. My parents told me to get over him and he would laugh at me, call the cops on me, and moved on from his eighth grade days.

He’s going to get married and move away. Would I still be thinking about him? Probably. I may or may may not see him after senior year. I never known him to begin with…but I think it will be okay