Ok so I joined this site to get some help

I hardly have any friends so I just need someone to vent to that will actually listen

I may not be very eloquent but don\’t judge me just on that.

Here’s a little bit about pathetic old me.

  • I am 17
  • I live in Australia
  • I Have Anxiety
  • I am a Bisexual
  • I have 3 cherished friends
  • I love my sister
  • I am in my last year of school
  • I have many fears some include abandonment, large clouds, people, bugs/spiders and clowns
  • I am a huge nerd I LOVE anime, Homestuck, TV shows of any kind, Comics etc
  • MEME\’S

My blog isn\’t anything special but yet again neither am I If you want to read something that is not written by a 17 year old girl complaining about her \”normal\” and \”boring\” life and most probably overthinking a myriad of things then I suggest you move on

 

And…

I just need someone to talk to even if no one is reading this or anything I just feel a little comfort in typing out my feelings.

I need this to be 300 words so here’s an excerpt from a wonderful book/movie that i do not own

 

Bella: You’re impossibly fast, and strong. Your skin is pale white and ice cold. Your eyes change color, and sometimes you speak like–like you’re from a different time. You never eat or drink anything. You don’t go out in the sunlight. … How old are you?
Edward: Seventeen.
Bella: How long have you been seventeen?
Edward: A while.
Bella: I know what you are.
Edward: Say it. Out loud. Say it!
Bella: Vampire.
Edward: Are you afraid?
Bella: No.
Edward: Then ask me the most basic question: what do we eat?
Bella: You won’t hurt me. (he takes her arm and leads her, walking fast) Where are we going?
Edward: Up the mountain. Out of the cloud bank. You need to know what I look like in the sunlight.
(They fly. Sort of.)
Edward: This is why we don’t show ourselves in the sunlight. People would know that we’re different. This is what I am.
(Edward walks into a sunbeam and he … sparkles?)
Bella: It’s like diamonds. You’re beautiful.
Edward: Beautiful? This is the skin of a killer, Bella. I’m a killer.
Bella: I don’t believe that.
Edward: It’s because you believe a lie. A camoflauge. I’m the world’s most dangerous predator. Everything about me invites you in. My voice, my face, even my smell. As if I would need any of that. As if you could out run me. As if you could fight me off. (He shows off his powers.) I’m designed to kill.
Bella: I don’t care.
Edward: I’ve killed people before.
Bella: It doesn’t matter.
Edward: I wanted to kill you. I’ve never wanted a human’s blood so much in my life.
Bella: I trust you.
Edward: Don’t.
Bella: I’m here. I trust you.
Edward: My family, we’re different than others of our kind. We only hunt animals. We’ve learned to control our thirst. It’s you. Your scent. It’s like a drug to me. Like my own personal brand of heroin.
Bella: Why did you hate me so much when we met?
Edward: I did. Only for making me want you so badly. I still don’t know if I can control myself.
Bella: I know you can.
Edward: I can’t read your mind. You have to tell me what you’re thinking.
Bella: Now I’m afraid.
Edward: Good.
Bella: I’m not afraid of you, I’m only afraid of losing you. I feel like you’re going to disappear.
Edward: You don’t know how long I’ve waited for you. And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
Bella: What a stupid lamb.
Edward: What a sick, masochistic lion.
(They proceed to lie in a meadow and they boink! No, they stare at each other.)
Bella: (voice over) About three things I was absolutely positive: first, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him–and I didn’t know how dominant that part might be–that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

4 Comments
  1. Brokenwings7 4 years ago

    Twilight, I was obsessed not gonna lie. And no worries, my life isn’t as exciting either. Mother of two that spends most of the time cooking and cleaning. See your life just sounded more exciting already lol

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  2. delane 4 years ago

    You are NOT pathetic, Trash2301. Trust me on that one!
    There’s a bunch of us here, that listen, so feel free, anytime! You’re not alone!

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  3. puraeomallia 3 years ago

    Hello down there! Hows it going, traveling by kangaroo? xD jokes aside, if ya need a friend that’s living in the soon-to-be land of the unfree then I’m your gal. If anyone is trash, it’s me.

    – Purae

    “If you can’t love yourself, how the hell are you gonna love somebody else?” – RuPaul

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  4. skittlesrgoodlol 2 years ago

    For one I think you are extremely funny just by what you wrote in this. If you need a friend or someone to vent to I am definitely here because I am very interested in just listening and getting better at being nice to people.

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