SUP Y’ALL!!!!! I am here because the suicide prevention lifeline suggested me to go here. I have a story to tell (Can you save and edit blogs????)

So apparently I have misophonia. If I tell anyone I am gonna be taken to the asylum. Sooooo I won’t. Well I did tell my sisters and my mom said she’ll take me to the asylum, but ehhhhhhh~

anyways. Last night my friends formed a suicide pack and I needed them to stop. They are all alive. I said this speech to them (and being my hamilton cringe self, here it is)

ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE SIX SEVEN EIGHT NINE
THERE ARE TEN THINGS YOU NEED TO KNOW

1. I am pointing to a person I 100% care about, and many others do! NO! DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT MAKING AN EXCUSE!!! YOU KNOW IT!!!! and believe it or not, 99% of the people that APPEAR to hate you just care about you, in a strange way.

2. WE’VE LOST SO MANY PEOPLE SO SHUT YO MOUTHS WITH THE “bye guys” BECAUSE IT AIN’T GONNA HAPPEN!!!!!! NO! NO! AND NO!!!!!!!!

3. HEY TO THE NAH TO THE NUH UH NO

4. I am surprised at the amount of people here. My expectations are ZERO PEOPLE, so please turn off suicidal you forever thank you.

5. God has a plan for y’all and it sure isn’t stabbing yourself in the heart or overdosing. He wants you to grow up and have a good life. He wants the best for you. (I learned that in Sunday school :D)

6. Do not do this. Think about the other lives you are affecting. You think no one will care. But so many people do care about you. This is not the way to happiness.

7. If you have any further suicidal thoughts after reading this message, call 800-273-8255 or go to https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org NOW!

8. Don’t even try. Haven’t I listed enough? DON’T.

9. So many people not only care for you but LOVE you!!! It doesn’t necessarily be romantically! But you are loved. When coming across these suicidal thoughts please think about YOUR loved ones and your happy memories

10. Now that you’ve read this, get up and hug at least 2 people irl and 5 people online. *virtual hugs y’all*

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Then I realized that for me to prevent suicide I need to stop too. So I did go to the suicide prevention line like I said thats how I’m here.

I HAVE THE HONOR TO BE YOUR OBEDIENT SERVANT,

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