Hello again everyone…sorry Ive been gone so long…but I guess i didnt take it very well when Tonjia ran off with my grandbabies…to be honest I havent been myself since…not to mention my son was laid off that same week and had no where to go…so this little box I live in is much smaller ….on the good sign hes had no work since Oct….so that means no beer…and on the bad side, he went back to work last friday, son in comes the beer…so I have been in a hell of my own making since then…my niece and her husband have been fighting a lot…not good for the sweet little baby…Ive been going to visit my niece a lot, to help with the baby, and really he is just the sweetest thing…I cant understand why she cant seem to handle him…and then of course every time her husband is around I have to listen to his ignorance about HIV…I swear he is the biggest jerk…and idiot…and well lets put it this way…he was trying to throw Brandy and the baby out of the house on Valentines…I tried to go get them, but she was afraid to leave her stuff…?????? Hell, I just dont understand that kind of thinking…lets just say they put me through hell all afternoon…and my son did too with his drinking…the next day I had to take her to walmart…and you know I never go thru sporting goods…but thats where i ended up…looking at the shotguns…the lady let me hold one…and it was so light…but I found out it was a junior or something…and I said no….I want a real one that uses really big shells…you know the kind where you dont really have to aim and you\'ll hit something…thats the one I want…another lady behind the counter says…are you scared of something dear…I said yes I need protection for me and my grandkids…lol…dont usually lie,,,but that just came out so smooth…I told them Id be back on pay day…cause I am tired of bullies and jerks…and Im fixin to have a big gun to back me up from now on…lol…Im not kidding either…well, sorry this is not as funny as others ive written, but Im not able to find a way to make this funny…the way I look at it its me or them…Im done playing around…