OKAY SO TODAY I MESSED UP AND REALLY DID A MISTAKE. I WENT IN WORK LATE ONE HOUR AND ON TOP OF THAT

I COULDNT UNLOCK THE DOORS. I STRUGGLED AND CALLED THE BOSSES TO LET THEM KNOW THAT I COULDNT OPEN THE DOOR.

HE SAID THAT HE WAS GONNA BE THERE IN AFEW MINUTES.ITS SO CRAZY BECAUSE I DIDNT TRY HARD ENOUGH TO OPEN THE DOOR. MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE KEPT TRYING TO OPEN THE DOOR BUT NO, IT DIDNT WORK, AFEW MINUTES AFTER STRUGGLING I WENT INSIDE MY CAR BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING AND SHIT THERE GOES THE MANAGER CALLING ME, TELLING ME THAT THEY HAD GAVE ME THE RIGHT KEYS!!. I WAS POSTIIVE I HAD THE WRONG KEYS BECAUSE I COULDNT OPEN THE DOORS!

I'VE ONLY BEEN IN THIS JOB SINCE MONDAY BUT THEY ALREADY FEEL LIKE IM NOT THE RIGHT PERSON FOR THE POSITION!!

THEIR LOSS SHOOT!! I AM CONFIDENT THAT I CAN CONTRIBUTE TO A GOOD COMPANY AND MAYBE THIS JUST WASNT MEANT FOR ME.. MAYBE GOD HAS SOMETHING GREATER FOR ME AND THIS WASNT IN GODS PLAN!!

THE ONLY THING I HATE FEELING IS A FEELING OF NON-COMPLETION.. LIKE I COULDNT STAND UP FOR MYSELF..

THE LADY JUST KEPT SAYING YOUR GREAT, I LIKE YOU BUT YOU JUST HAVE TO STOP FREEZING,,,????

I TOLD HER THAT I WAS DOING THINGS SLOWER BECAUSE I WAS STILL LEARNING AND MAYBE IF SHE WOULD GIVE ME SOME SPACE N TIME TO GET WITHTHE PROGRAM,I WOULD BE ALOT BETTER!! SHE WENT ON COMPARING ME WITH ANOTHER NEW EMPLOYEE SAYING SHE WAS MUCH FASTER, SO THAT MADE ME FEEL REALLY LOW…N-E WAYS I DONT KNOW HOW IM GONNA TELL MY MOM THAT THEY LET ME GO,, THIS IS THE 3RD JOB THAT I LOOSE AND I FEEL LIKE A FAILURE…

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  1. irvineguy 11 years ago

    oh man, that really sucks!

    It\'s like trying on clothes, \”you don\'t feel like it but do it anyways and then eventually leave without finding something good.\” So I\'m guessing a job can be like that too. It\'s hard and don\'t settle for less. I\'m at a job right now and struggle every day as it\'s very very stressful. I hope things go well with your mom..

    Nick

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