I don’t know how to keep going and I don’t know if I can anymore. I have nothing to live for. I feel like so empty inside. I feel sick everyday, I sleep all the time, I can barely get through my classes. I’m bot doing well in half of my classes. I don’t even want to be in college. I hate it here so much but I can’t drop out because I won’t go anywhere in life if I don’t have a degree. My mom and my sister don’t understand how I feel at all but they expect me to listen to them. Half the time they just blame me for the way I am. They tell me that my life is just going to be bad but I just have to deal with it. Why would I put up with living a terrible life when I could just kill myself? I don’t even have anyone that I could possibly talk to about this stuff because I have no friends. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know why I’m so out of place everywhere I go. I feel so lonely every second of the day. I haven’t hugged anyone in years. I want to kill myself, I just want it to be fast, easy, and painless.
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Nauseous
MForeverChained, , Depression, Questions, Relationships, 1
So maybe some of you know. Maybe not. Whatever. But I have sort of had this boyfriend for a...
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Rebirth.
revealed65, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Relationships, Religion, 0
I've gone through a lot to come here. I've gained hope, after spending years knowing it didn't exist. I've...
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No More Self Harm
amber_lee, , Depression, Relationships, Stress, Therapist, 1
Last night my boyfriend found out that I sometimes harm myself. I do not cut, but when I’m under...
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None
YaminoKaaten, , Depression, Child, 1
Almost Christmas here in the U.S. That means that several hundred thousand children will be unable to get a...
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A big dollop of loneliness
Silent_Sigh, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Sex Therapy, 5
I feel so incredibly pointless. Useless. Lost. I sit and stare at 16 names in chat, and numerous mobile...
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Positives & Negatives
hopelessdreamer81, , Depression, Career, Depression, Relationships, Therapist, Therapy, Weight Loss, 1
So here’s a *helpful* little exercise my counselor used to think would cure my depression. Write the positives in...
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Rough Weekend
Rose Burke, , Depression, Child, 2
I just had a rough weekend. Today my siblings were making fun of someone I look up to and...
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How much is too much?
Welaby, , Depression, Alzheimer's, Autism, Career, Grief, Relationships, 1
Death, destruction, and chaos …. that describes my life for the last few years. I typed this once, but...
I’m here for you. In a similar boat. I sometimes have the mindset but I’m only really here because of my kids. We can talk if you ever need to <3
You are very brave to share your feelings with this community, I hope you can recognize how strong you are. I want you to know, that this is a safe space where you can come to talk to us. Those feelings you are having sound really complicated and I am sorry that your family isn’t making you feel supported right now. You have value and worth.