I’m new on this app and I want to find people who will listen and talk to me, because I seem to be losing everyone and losing grip on everything.
I recently got put on medication for depression and anxiety. I feel like this is a huge step for me. But I have these constant thoughts that I feel like I’m faking all of this and I know I’m not but it doesn’t stop all of these thoughts. I didnt notice the sadness I’ve become engulfed in until someone pointed it out. I’ve always been anxious so that isn’t new.
I’m 15 years old, and so I still live with my parents. So they still have control over me, put it like that. They ask why I do all of this and it’s because I’m angry, at them and their fights, at my sisters, at my friends, at school, at the world in general. I’m so lost, constantly. I’m so confused, at everything.
Life is so hard, so so hard. Sometimes getting out of bed is so hard I think about just sleeping for the rest of my life.
I’m looking for friends who go through the same things as me. I’m here if anyone wants to talk.
General info about me: I love reading, I have dyed my hair a lot, I normally dress in darker colors, I like music a lot. I go from listening to 90/2000’s punk music to kpop. My favorite movie is any Alice in Wonderland movie.
yeah i’m 16 I just joined this app to but I get what u mean with like feeling like your faking it. sometimes I just feel like such an imposter even when I know its real. huge respect for sharing.
I think I’m faking it because of everything my parents say to me and especially when I compare myself to others and their issues.
I really don’t want to be that one person who thinks something about someone before they’ve even seen the person, but it kinda sounds like your parents are either toxic(ppl use that word way to much nowadays), or they just really need a punch in the face to wake up and see your problems. And I relate to comparing yourself to others and their issues. I relate to you, and I hope it gets better. Be safe 🙂
Thank you for your comment. My parents aren’t the best. I’m 15 and basically have my future completely planned because I need to get out of here immediately.
That sucks :(. My mom is a pretty great mom, but my dad is ✨arsehole✨