So I got my things back! I'm happy about that! I actuallylisteneing to my iPod because I in study hall…. Suppose to be researching a debate that i could possibly be gibing today but hey, I'm the worst procratinator that you will ever meet!! I celebrated Valentine's day yesterday in my family. That how I got my things back. My mother's boyfriend skipped work today and it just kind of happened. So yeah… I didn't get any candy which honestly I'm kind of glad for that. I'm so tired of chocolate right now. It just becomes a lot sometimes… And it's become a lot.

So I haven't giving my boyfriend anything for Valentine's Day but I don't feel really bad about that. Cause he hasn't givin me anything either. Which I'm fine with that. I don't really like Valentine's Day. I mean it's not even a real holiday! Why celebrate it if it's not real? But I may give him something. I just don't know what though… I know, I'm such a horrible girlfriend… lolz….

So yesterday me and my boyfriend got in a little fight. It wasn't really much, we just kind of got mad at each other, which is quite rare. So I let my friend borrow his/ my necklace and then forgot about it. So he gave it back to my boyfriend and my boyfriend wouldn't give me the necklace back. I know it sounds really stupid to get in a fight over a necklace but for some reason I have like this weird little bond with it now. I like never take the thing off and I feel like if I have the necklace on then I know everything is safe and I still have him. It sounds weird when I say it aloud but… I don't know… with my mother allows insisting that me and him can't date her recently I've just been holding onto the necklace. I feel like if I have it on then I know that I still have him. I know he still loves me and everything. I know it's weird or perhaps bad that I put that much on a necklace. But i don't know. So it seriously upset me that he wouldn't give it back to me (even though it is his) Then one single comment really got me upset. It was meant to be a joke but my mind didn't really take it as a joke. He was like it's going to take a minute before i can trust you with this necklace again. After he said that my mind was soaring with thoughts that I shouldn'thave really thought of but did. I mean we've been going out for over a year now and he can't trust me with a necklace. That was like the first time that I had taken' the thing off ever since he's givin it to me (which has be more than half a year now I think.) I'm human. So all those thoughts were soaring through my head and I got seriously upset. In the end though I told him why I got upset and everything and we fixed it. I currently have the necklace on me and I feel…. I don't know… I feel like everything is back to normal between us.

I should do my homework now… Oh and about my new dog. Her name is Sophie and she's almost 2 now (her birthday is May 20th). She like a mini weener dog and she's so so so cute. I still have to get the pictures for y'all. But I will. This weekend more than likely, after having gotten some sleep hopefully. My insomnia is kicking my a** this week. I haven't gotten any sleep this week. Anyways, off to research about the patriot act andI think genetically altered babies! Wich me luck!!! I think I'll need it!