These 2 songs have been on my mid latley. I have always used these songs to express the pain I feel or have felt. Latley I am feeling rese songs so much. I feel alone and out of control. I don’t want or deserve to feel that way anymore. I know what I need and deserve and its not what I’m getting. I’m allowing the myself to be taken for granted and disrespected. That is all going to change soon. I want better… I need better… Anyways, here are the songs
Alice In Chains
“Down In A Hole”
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb… in bloom
Down in a hole and I don’t know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
Oh, you don’t understand who they thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now I’m a man who won’t let himself be
Down in a hole, feeling so small
Down in a hole, losing my soul
I’d like to fly
But my wings have been so denied
Down in a hole and they’ve put all the stones in their place
I’ve eaten the sun so my tongue has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more of my feelings beneath
Down in a hole, feeling so small
Down in a hole, losing my soul
I’d like to fly
But my wings have been so denied
Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
Oh I want to be inside of you
In a tomb… in bloom
Oh I want to be inside…
Down in a hole, feeling so small
Down in a hole, losing my soul
Down in a hole, feeling so small
Down in a hole, out of control
I’d like to fly
But my wings have been so denied
“Nutshell”
We face the path of time
And yet I fight
And yet I fight
This battle all alone
No one to cry to
No place to call home
Oooh…Oooh…
Oooh…Oooh…
My gift of self is raped
My privacy is raked
And yet I find
And yet I find
Repeating in my head
If I can’t be my own
I’d feel better dead
Oooh…Oooh…
Oooh…Oooh…
Hi I am Grace. When we finally decide we can’t stand the pain we sink further or swim for our lives. Songs are a good way to get in touch with the pain,but we dont want to stay in the pain or have it define us forever. It is good that you know you deserve love and a better life. There is a lot of gardening to do in the heart and mind before we even like ourselves enough to accept the good given to us. The thing is darn it all we have to like ourselves before we can accept all we deserve. Does that make sense.? When we are aware we can do something about it. Love and peace to you.