Childhood traumas left me with depression, social anxiety, poor social development, and isolation. Now I’m 31 and lonely (even in the presence of others), empty, with no social circles, 1 friend, no self esteem/confidence, with poor personal development, and filled with regret. I missed out on creating connections, developing relationships, socializing, partying, celebrating, living life etc. and now I’m too disconnected, awkward, underdeveloped, and depressed to do so. The depression is the heaviest it’s ever been and I’m desperate. Suicide clouds my mind and makes daily routines/work even more challenging than they already were. I’m tired and nearly out of hope. Who can relate?
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Been a while hasnt it?
puraeomallia, , Depression, LGBT, Teens, Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, Relationships, Suicide, 3
Well, im back at it again. Six months later. Whats happened since my last blog? Short summary • I...
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New Insperation Song
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So I have a new insperation song. This will be the song that when I need a bit of...
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Help, Advice, Guidance
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I'm new to this I'm reaching out for Help, Guidance, Support I've been thru so much in the last...
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Moon Gazing
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My first blog entry. 1:11 A.M. It's sticky hot out. I am looking at the clutter in front of...
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Issues with an ex while in court
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Hi everyone, I am frustrated with Cuyahoga Countys Court system in Ohio. It seems like I am in court...
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tayjustine13, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 0
I plan on keeping with my leaving of this blog but I need to write this one last blog....
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Living In The Moment
Proanamia, , Depression, Weight Loss, 1
Since I got out of the hospital, I can honestly say that I have been doing SO much better....
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Wistful
SaltWaterDrinker, , Depression, Social Anxiety, 0
This past Sunday, I attended the 13th annual memorial concert for the late wife of one of my geriatric...