I saw my ex out this past weekend. Ye sthe same guy who screamed at me in the back of the bar two weeks ago. He was at the bar I first introduced him to which he said he would never go to again= LIAR! Anyways he tried to talk to one of the girls in the group of girls I happened to be with. I had to leave the room because my Italian temper and ready to kill instincts came into play. So I went in the other room smoked 5 cigarettes and came back. He walked right past me and didn’t even look at me, but I know he knows I was there. I screamed thats right don’t look at me, but he probably couldn’t hear me over the music. Today I finally realized that he didn’t care about me the way i cared about him, and he is too selfish to be with anyone but himself. I just hate him so much. Sometimes, it makes me feel like I am never gonna find anyone normal, maybe because I truly am psycho. But I don’t think so, I am just a person who has had their heart broken too many tomes by too many different people. It sucks, honestly…I can’t think of being with anyone, I am probably going to die alone and old. Anyway he made me think oif this song by madonna which is perfect for him, because he is such an actor. He is one of those super rich, manipulating, charming types. I wish I could of rang his neck.

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Lights are low, the curtains down
There’s no one here
[There’s no one here, there’s no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there’s no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don’t know who you are]

I’ve always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you’ve always known it’s true [you know it’s true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you’re breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make ’em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you’re one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don’t know who you are]

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story’d go
How was I to know you’d break
[You’d break, you’d break, you’d break]
You’d break my heart

I’ve always been in love with you
[I’ve always been in love with you]
Guess you’ve always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye