Season's slid, down into the summer heat we have begun our descent. My eyes demand some added shade and sun glasses, they never seem to leave my face. So i actually were more makeup during summer so you can still think those

brown eye's are still as beautiful as i think his green eye's are. Its crawling yourself out of your air conditioned cage on days off too eat late in the evening people finally realize their hungry. My theory is its the first time of the day were the heat makes food for once not disgusting. During the day i usually stick to liquid lunches and endless bottles of water soup oddly finds itself more often the not in my diet, i don't walk to lunch in this heat what with where the new housekeeping office is and our new heavily mandated timed (*Mines at 11:30*) lunch times i favor the air conditioned office that is already a good walk away. Nick's settling back into the ranch and even though we don't really see each other often when we both work for the day because were on opposite schedules we both understand its a job and you do what you have to do to survive and we know we got enough love to spare a few hours. It only makes the time worth it, as of my job i work as hard as i can and need to buck up and transfer but i seem to fight internally with that decision i know its best i do. That's basically life day by day getting hotter, working hard days and sleeping through the hard nights and on those beautiful dessert moon lights there's generous coyote cry's and it either screams somethings gone quite wrong and we all need to run run run or its just a peaceful night with that damn cricket i would kill if i could, and the guarantee that we will eventually return to the hush of our air conditioned room and the set sun behind our black out curtains and the soft crush of our flesh against flesh as we tumble head long into the night of sleep in the dessert, roughly three months or so i will be back in nor ca, and the world will go shifting all over into something new again, life's a damn adventure.