Alright, if you insist on reading my blog today, I would suggest that you go fix you a snack and something to drink. I feel like I most likely will get wordy today.
First of all, my name is Aaron. After living all over the country as well as the world, I have landed in my paradise of north central Texas. It would take love and a beach to get me to leave. 🙂 I am not against that. I want to find my love. Anther HIV positive person would be ideal as my status would never be on my mind during more intimate moments. I miss those moments. I have not been on a date since I found out and that was over 4 years ago. You can imagine that I am pretty lonely. It is only me and my young sons. I need some adult conversation and a kiss here and there.
I have a master's degree in Criminal Psychology, a bachelors in Applied psychology, and a bachelors in People reading specializing in human emotions and feelings. I do not have a doctorate so I am not a Psychiatrist, but I do have a masters so I am a psychologist. A psychologist going through the dame things you are going through.
There is NO support group for me here. My friends know about the MS, but not the HIV. I am too embarrassed even though it was not due to dangerous behavior. Only my family knows, and my iminent death overshadows the HIV and they are in denial and do not want to talk about anything!!!
The main point is this: I want to offer my profession, personal, or whatever type of services to any or everybody on this site who is still with me!!! LOL
Here is my contact information. I do not sleep much so a late night call is no big deal. 🙂
phone: 817.312.9910 My bites are not so bad anymore. 🙂
email: amccalla@charter.net
My love to each other and the strength of our Lord Jesus Christ to you all. 🙂
Aaron McCalla
You seem like a genuine guy. I sincerely hope you find what you're looking for.
Hiya Aaron!!!
Let me first start by apologising for the bad spelling and grammer. Hope it doesnt troumatise you. As you can probably guess my real names not Bambi. I got this nickname in primary school after i cried after watching the movie Bambi. So not cool, I know:(
Anyway. I know exactly how you feel. Iv been pozitive for a few more years than you. And I still feel that isolation. I think what your doing is a beautiful thing. Iv pretty much grown up with hiv (had it since I was 3), and your right. There is no sufficent support out there. I think you'v hit the nail on the head. People both poz and not have to start talking about it. More communication is needed so the stigma and fear is lessened.
Just for the record, your children are very lucky to have a father like you. Your heart is in the right place and I know with time, you'll find the wuv of your life 🙂
Bambi 🙂