I did more research and realize that I used to be a “fixer” of people!
In hindsight, here is my story.
I survived abuse and ended it! I am proud of me. True, I had weak moments when I doubted myself for ending it!
It was never my job to fix him and make him a better man!
It was a valuable learning experience and someday I will be grateful for the knowledge that I gained from the abuse situation.
Right now, though it is time to focus on my life and healing.
I matter and deserve to be blissfully content!
I feel indifferent toward him now.
I hope that everyone has a wonderful and healthy day!