I am struggling mentally today, because the sun is out. I have a terrible… what’s the word… not fear, exactly, but when the sun is out it seems too bright to me and I have mild psychosis because of the light and shadows. I much prefer a cloudy day. I have been spoiled by the last few days which have been overcast. I cast a World Healing Spell today. The world is a mess, both here at home and globally. I hope my little magick spell can help a little bit. At least it was cloudy when I went out for a run.

It didn’t used to be this way. The sun’s rays weren’t always this harsh. I know it’s my psychosis that is causing the sun to seem overly bright to me, because no one else seems to have this problem. It’s a catch-22, the psychosis is the bright sun, which causes more psychosis. I don’t know how to explain it… I just know I struggle. I’m drinking a Tulsi (holy basil) tea, which is an adaptogenic tea, hopefully it will help with the stress of seeing the bright sunlight. My husband is going to spray paint our vent covers blue, so the brightness doesn’t shine through them.

I don’t know what I’m on about today… the sunshine threw me off. I was expecting it to be overcast all day. The weather report was wrong. The World Healing Chant that I use in the World Healing Spell is really meant to be used among others. I wish I had others to practice magick with. It’s just me myself and I.  And definitely not my husband. I got a late start today. I just couldn’t get out of bed. So the World Healing Chant says, “Unite us, be one. Unite us, be one.” I can’t think of a time except the Civil War when we as a country are so divided. No wonder the Earth is suffering. Capitalism and fundamentalism are destroying the world.

United we are one. Blessed Be.