Hi loves,

So today I’m going to be talking about my family. I’m currently 17, and my daughter is 4. When I was 13, I had her with a man I thought I loved, but I was wrong. She ended up being a blessing in disguise, and now Brielle and I live on our own. Being gay, she doesn’t understand it, though i haven’t tried much to explain. I love her with everything in me even though this has been a bumpy ride for us both. The dad is not in the picture, and I guess I’m just struggling. I do have anxiety, and anger management issues, but she is growing up in as good of a home as i can give her. I love her soooo much and I would like to say, nothing is impossible, and if you think you aren’t fit to be a parent, you are wrong. I was addicted to heroin before she was born, but having her in my life has really helped me. She has been the one person who has gotten me through everything. If any of you have questions, always feel free to reach out to me. I am open to sharing my story and giving you advice to help you with yours. I will drop a picture of Brielle in the bottom. I’m always here for ya’ll if you need me! I have been through a lot and gotten through it even if I thought I couldn’t. I am sure someone is there for all of you, and even if they aren’t, I am. I love all of you dearly and I hope all of your arrows fly straight and your aim is true. I am currently out of school and a stay at home mother, and I’ve never been happier. I love you all!

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  1. sarahlou 2 years ago

    Hi,your daughter is a beautiful little blessing.. I can relate to some of your story,I am somewhat older than yourself but I too was addicted to heroin & 1or 2 other substances,I’ve been addicted since I was 13,I always wanted a child but I would never,never bring a child into my life the way it was.Violent,unstable and unpredictable to say the least.I went to rehab for the 5th time new year’s Eve 2016,I started a relationship with another resident.Wheb to left rehab I realapsed,a month later I found out I was pregnant,so I got onto a methadone prescription and stopped all ilicit drug use. Turned out I was 5 1/2 months gone & honestly had no idea, anyway,once he was born I reduced my prescription and then detoxed from the last 30ml. That was 4 weeks ago and I am struggling,really struggling,I have the answers of what to do, distraction,call a sponsor, attend meetings etc,etc but it’s not enough, I’ve only managed to keep away from my dealers because of my son.. But now what… What kept you in the right path, and how long were you using for and was this your first detox.. live to hamer from you..vThis is a picture of my little saviour…if I can work out how to post one

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