I just woke up and realized that I fell asleep before I was able to take my antibiotic, depakote, and klonopin. After sleeping for three hours, I woke up and took these pills. Now I am feeling wide awake and I have this feeling throughout my body that I keep having a hard time describing because it feels like a restlessness but yet it feels like my muscles and tendons are almost irritated. Stretching my the feeling go away. I have an appointment with my physician in four hours and forty five minutes. I get to discuss my ER visit that I had on Monday with her. I feel like it is not going to go well on my side because I don't want to be diagnosed as pre diabetic which my levels at the hospital indicated. I am scared of that. My main fear is dying of a heart attacks and already having high blood pressure is not helping if I get to combine being a pre diabetic with it. I love all foods like pastas and breads. I don't want to have to give them up :(. I also have an appointment with my psychiatrist since I had a psych eval done at a local psych unit Tuesday. I feel like I disappointed him because I basically stopped taking my depakote when I started having issues with my antibiotic. I have never been good at taking all of my meds because my sleep schedule is horrible which I know that I need to get it back on track but yet I am constantly tired because I only get a few hours of sleep at a time. I can't wait to get back to being able to sleep eight to ten hours at a time. All right, I gotta at least try to get some more sleep although I feel like I am going to be doing nothing but tossing and turning and freqking out about every little pain that I have in my body. Doesn't help my anxiety that I'm a hypochondriac. Well hope everyone has a good night!
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